I'm back in Japan now, back to work and the boys are at school most of the day. I've been trying to find my motivation again... so hard after a show when you didn't do as well as you'd hoped.
I am REALLY considering trying fitness. I'm just so disenchanted by the physical fitness levels of the girls I stand next to on-stage - the actual strenth and athleticism of these chicks. It's disturbing to hear that the girl who beats you, has been drinking chocolate shakes and just doing cardio weeks before the show. Esp when i can do 10 dead-hang pullups and shoulder press 40lb dbells with ease.
I know that i'm strong and would love a chance to show it. However, i'm not FLEXIBLE and i'm going to be FORTY years old in a couple months. Nothing like trying to pretend you're young again???...
The only thing i do know is that i cannot do figure again. Even after looking at the Olympia - PROFESSIONAL FIGURE GIRLS - it's clear to me that they are looking for softer, young bodies. That AINT ME. So insted of complaining, i'm back to the drawing board. Stay tuned and LOVE TO ALL!@!!
Photos below from a shoot I did with Dan Ray..
